"Paranoia" lyrics

I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I just want to be by myself tonight
Because I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I want to be alone tonight, yeah

I be feeling like all eyes on me
Everything I do I'm all they see
But I know my mind plays tricks on me
So I just go drink slowly
I let my thoughts all come to a rest
I'm too focused on being the best
Lay in bed and my mind racing
I found clarity and made it a mess
Put my problems inside of the music
Know somebody going to relate to it
I been too hard on myself
That's the only way I'm going to get through it
I see better days
But I feel like I been stuck in a maze
I know that I'll find my way out
Until that moment

I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I just want to be by myself tonight
Because I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I want to be alone tonight, yeah

Still feel lost even though I made it
Some days I just feel irritated
Mad at the world but I don't know why
Somebody please explain it
Use the music as therapy
Feeling like my own enemy
Lot of battles inside of me
But I call my fam and they reminding me
Everything I done so well
Where am I headed only time will tell
I know I'm going to make my way
Back to the top when I fight through hell, yeah
Back to the grind I'm going to focus
God gave battles to the ones who chosen
I know I'm going to be alright
Until that moment

I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I just want to be by myself tonight
Because I got paranoia
I been getting older
I cannot explain what's inside my mind
Devil on my shoulder
I don't really know you
I want to be alone tonight, yeah