"Tired" lyrics

Feel like I got the weight of the world on my shoulders
Keep a smile on my face so nobody could notice
Push me to the edge but I've been getting too close and
God give his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers
I'm alright with it
Imma fight through it
And they never need to worry if I might do it
Imma get it done even if I gotta fall
Dust myself off then I always be moving along

Tryna live in the moment
Feel like I'm always growing
But lately it's getting hard
To get out of bed in the morning
Already got everything that I wanted
And now I'm back to square one
I be wondering what is the problem
Maybe I should put my phone down
Think about my own health
I ain't tryna see what they all doing
That ain't no help
When you tryna reach a dream
Bigger than what they sell
Made it here alone so I'm keepin' to myself
The older that I get
The more that I reflect
Shit I could've done different
Shit I can't accept
But I can't change the past
I gotta progress
Now I'm questioning what is the definition of success
Is it 'bout the money, is it 'bout the fame now
Is it 'bout the women, is it 'bout the chains now
Or is it living with a peace of mind
Maybe one day I'll know the truth
But for now I'm back to grind

All the memories faded in my mind now
Slowly losing myself but I don't know how
I know there's a way that I can climb out
I've been getting tired of waiting I need it right now
All the things that I've done in my life now
When I think about it I don't ever feel proud
I know there's a way that I can climb out
I've been getting tired of waiting I need it right now