"Victory (Freestyle)" lyrics

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Took a lot of long days
And a lot of lonely nights
When I think about the past
Know I had to pay the price
Just to get to where I'm at
It was worth the sacrifice
But sometimes wish I could
Go back and just live it twice
'Cuz they told me that I changed
For the better or the worse
I don't know
Can't explain how I used to feel at first
Was it money or the fame
Was it diamonds on the chains
Was it booking first class
When I travel nowadays
Everything started feeling like it normalized
But I still see myself as just a normal guy
Live in fear that they say I don't relate no more
Is it only 'cuz I've been getting paid some more
I'm not ever losing touch even if I forgot
But I pray I don't become who I said I would not
Never been the type to show off the material wealth
Or looking down thinking that I'm better than somebody else
I was raised different
Mama told me never give up on the main mission
Never lose yourself in anything that God giving
Know that nothing lasts forever but you'll stay winning
If you thankful for the life you living
I've been motivated by the fear that I'll lose it all
When you counting on yourself and you got no one to call
Gotta keep it pushin' when your back is up against the wall
And when people in disguise really wanna see you fall
The older that I get the more I start to understand
Never brag about your life when you got the upper hand
Never go and tell a stranger when you got something that's planned
Never worry 'bout somebody else 'cuz you can't be comparing
To the life they showing off for the internet
'Cuz you don't really know if anything's legitimate
Just focus on yourself 'cuz nothing is as real as what it seems
Lately I been chasing victory can't give up on my dreams