"Lately" lyrics

I'm standing on a soapbox and I know it's kind of weird
To go on about myself again but my ego reappeared
When you called me up at 2AM and told me that you heard
Part of the band on the radio and it put you in reverse
(That's why)

Heaven is my headphone when I'm crying on the bus
I really wanna tell you that there's nothing like us
I get angry when I'm lonely and horny when I'm tired
But I know that God is good and so the sun is going to rise
I put out another record and I didn't feel a thing
Because everyone is talking about the cancer and the King
I don't wanna homewreck but I think I'm gonna ring
Because that's just how I'm feeling, that's just how I'm feeling lately
That's how I've been feeling, that's how I've been feeling lately

I made a bit of money and yes I made a bit of mess
I'm hoping heavens real 'cause I've been climbing up the steps
In losing you I found myself, I'm still loving you the best
I know it's kinda selfish but I'm honest now I guess
That's how I've been feeling, that's how I've been feeling lately
That's how I've been feeling, that's how I've been feeling

Sometimes when its 2AM and Chinatowns alive
I think I'm going to do it, but then I'm going to die
'Cause I know once I dive in, I'll never want to fit
Like human love, connection and all the shiny things
I made a bit of money and I made a bit of mess
I made a bit of heaven, I gotta confess:
That ever since I left you, you've been playing on my mind
I know I only sing love songs but I don't really mind

A cliché is not a cliché if you sing it from the heart
You're all that I've been thinking of lately
That's just how I've been feeling lately
You're all that I've been thinking of lately
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
That's just how I've been feeling lately
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)

Who am I to judge? Who am I to fuck? Who am I to love? Running out of love? (That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
I'm sorry that I've been here I paid the price (That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
I try to play the victim (That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
And I'm not very-
Lately
That's just how I've been feeling (That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
That's just how I've been feeling lately
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
You're all I've been thinking of lately
(That's how I'm feeling lately, that's how I'm feeling yeah)
That's just how I've been feeling, that's how I've been feeling
I'm caught between a rock and a hard hard place
And all I can think about is falling in your face (lately)
That's just how I've been feeling lately