"Blind Proximity" lyrics

I hear sirens, sounds so nostalgic
Could it have been you? Could it have been me?
I'm only a mess 'cause you caused it
I beat myself black and blue, tryna make sense of you

If I could fly free of your love, I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing, all the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be, I could rise, you await a disease
If I had gone unknowing all the damage love would cause

I wouldn't love you
Blind proximity, blind proximity, 'ximity
Blind proximity, blind proximity

It isn't too late, might as well be
I could run, easy, a threat used as a plea
You love all the ways I've become you
A blank page for your decrees, writing what you want of me

If I could fly free of your love, I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing, all the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be, I could rise, you await a disease
If I had gone unknowing all the damage love would cause

I wouldn't love you, blind proximity
I wouldn't love you, blind proximity, 'ximity
I wouldn't love you, blind proximity
I wouldn't love you, blind proximity

If I could fly free of your love, I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing, all the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be, I could rise, you await a disease
If I had gone unknowing all the damage love would cause

I wouldn't love you
Blind proximity, blind proximity, 'ximity
Blind proximity, blind proximity