"Origin" lyrics

1000 nights I've spent
Counting all my sins
Round and round again
Till insanity sets in
1000 eyes they see
All the worst in me
Is redemption out of reach
Is this all I'll ever be

Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
Time to bury it or me
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
This is not the end of me

So this is my origin
Can't take back who I've been
But It's where I start again
My origin

Memories they bleed
All reminding me
Of the roots I couldn't keep
Of the chaos I set free
I'm not innocent
But I'm more than where I've been
It's time I must ascend
Out of my prison

Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
Time to bury it or me
Laying down my past I scream
This is not the end of me
Fight it like an enemy
This is not the end of me

So this is my origin
Can't take back who I've been
But It's where I start again
My origin

This is my origin
It's where I'll start again
Origin