"the ending" lyrics

Getting ready to start my day
The weather makes me smile, it's a beautiful day
When it rains all day
Yes, I'd like to get an education
Go into the high life and then come back down
But I don't know how
To climb back out

I'm not worthy of the chosen road before me
And I don't even know who I wanna be
I'm not listening to the words we wrote on paper
'Cause I'm not sure if anything is true

It's not true, it's not true
That's not true
But it still sounds musical
Put it in my musical

And the musical music is true
And I'm not really sure how to handle it
Don't really know what it is
Don't really believe it
Can't figure out what it says

It makes me weep, skip, sing it while I sleep
Conversate with a stranger at ten times speed
And slow it way, way, down for the memory
Slow it way, way, way down for the ending

That's the trumpet
Get up and go stare at the flagpole

I'm not worthy of this course of entertainment
And I don't even know who I'd rather be
I'm not listening to the words on the soundtrack
'Cause I keep on getting more confused
And I'm not sure if anything is true

That's not true