"UGLY!!!" lyrics

I really wanna love me
When I just got outta bed
And I hate what I see in the mirror
Wish I could take it easy
Without that voice in my head
Screaming you should be doing

Something productive
Ugh, it's self destructive
I love to beat myself up
For absolutely nothing
I'm swinging both of my gloves
Me vs. myself and I
I'm getting sick of the fight
I think I'm over being someone that I don't like

I wanna laugh when I cry
Give myself grace
Give myself time
It's fine if I don't get it right
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly

Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly
Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when I

Get emotional and overreact
Or I say something stupid
And I can't take it back
When I'm losing
Don't know
What I'm doing
God forbid
I'm only human

I wanna laugh when I cry
Give myself grace
Give myself time
It's fine if I don't get it right
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly

Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly
Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly

And I haven't done my laundry
I haven't got outta bed
I haven't washed my hair since
God I don't even know when
I'm feeling hella anxious
Maybe a little depressed
Gotta tell myself it's alright

I wanna laugh when I cry
Give myself grace
Give myself time
It's fine if I don't get it right
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly

Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly
Ooh
I really wanna love me
Even when it's ugly

Even when it's ugly
Even when it's ugly
I really wanna love me
I really wanna love me

I'm not good at it right now
But one day maybe I'll be