"Love Hate Relationship" lyrics
You turn me into who I am
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Damn, I love you, can't be ever separated from you
Yeah, since the beginnin', you the one that I would run to
Some people say our love is crazy like it's toxic
What can I say? You stole my heart like it's a heist the way you shoplift
You gave me my career, you taught me how to focus
Matter fact, I thought of you here in the stu when I wrote this
You made me feel safe, you made me feel calm
And when I'm seekin' reassurance, I'm reminded that I'm strong
And that it's all in my head, cuz you pressured me to prevail
You taught me through perfection I can fix all of the details
Even in my music, you the reason I exploded
Write it down, perfect it, repeat, obsessed, noted
The reason I got fans in every corner of the map
You the reason that they tattoo all the lyrics in my raps
Matter fact, you the reason I've achieved what I got
And I promise that without you, long ago I woulda stopped, cuz
You turn me into who I am
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Damn, I hate you, fuck, I really hate you
I'm done with all the mind games that you play, I won't play it cool, I played the fool
Way too many times when I believed you
When you told me I'm not good enough, remember that? You're so see-through
You so fuckin' toxic, is this a sign or I'm mistaking it?
See, you ruin everythin', all of my relationships
Every single time you criticize me, then revive me
But really, I feel dead inside like a fuckin' zombie
Yeah, you give me reassurance, but who caused the insecurity?
Settin' traps in my brain, lurin' me
All of the obscurity, all of the compulsions
All of the intrusive thoughts, feels like I'm convulsin'
What up, Mike? Oh, you thought you was alone in this bitch?
Nigga, I'm the reason that they know you exist, all that late nights
It was me doin' that writin', I controlled every thought
That you were hidin', all that fire in your pen, that is ignitin'
Up your life right now? Oh, that's not good enough, scrap that shit
Don't write it down, you want to blow up? Well, nobody
Gon' like your sounds, oh, you're ridin' round?
Well, did you lock the front door? Did you turn the stove off and put the knife back in the drawer?
Did you tell your family you love 'em enough times?
Maybe that's the reason they not fuckin' with your rhymes
I bet they hate you, bet they never proud of you
Bet they regret the day that you were born, would I lie to you?
That's what it feels like every fuckin' day, and I embrace that shit
And I face that shit, cuz I don't take back shit
Wear it on my chest, Superman cape that shit
Used it to capitalize, uppercase that shit
Cuz I can't let this OCD take a hold of me
My need to control everythin' is controllin' me
But it gave me my career, so I keep this shit sincere
It's a love and hate relationship, you see it in my tears, cuz
You turn me into who I am
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Yeah
I just had to get a few things off my chest, man, so
Apologize, comin' to vent like this to y'all
I hope this for anybody who
You know, like me, struggles with their mental sometimes
But I just wanna say there's light in all the darkness
It's gon' make you more strong, more resilient
And that's why I call it a love and hate relationship
You got it
Fo sho, you got it
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Damn, I love you, can't be ever separated from you
Yeah, since the beginnin', you the one that I would run to
Some people say our love is crazy like it's toxic
What can I say? You stole my heart like it's a heist the way you shoplift
You gave me my career, you taught me how to focus
Matter fact, I thought of you here in the stu when I wrote this
You made me feel safe, you made me feel calm
And when I'm seekin' reassurance, I'm reminded that I'm strong
And that it's all in my head, cuz you pressured me to prevail
You taught me through perfection I can fix all of the details
Even in my music, you the reason I exploded
Write it down, perfect it, repeat, obsessed, noted
The reason I got fans in every corner of the map
You the reason that they tattoo all the lyrics in my raps
Matter fact, you the reason I've achieved what I got
And I promise that without you, long ago I woulda stopped, cuz
You turn me into who I am
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Damn, I hate you, fuck, I really hate you
I'm done with all the mind games that you play, I won't play it cool, I played the fool
Way too many times when I believed you
When you told me I'm not good enough, remember that? You're so see-through
You so fuckin' toxic, is this a sign or I'm mistaking it?
See, you ruin everythin', all of my relationships
Every single time you criticize me, then revive me
But really, I feel dead inside like a fuckin' zombie
Yeah, you give me reassurance, but who caused the insecurity?
Settin' traps in my brain, lurin' me
All of the obscurity, all of the compulsions
All of the intrusive thoughts, feels like I'm convulsin'
What up, Mike? Oh, you thought you was alone in this bitch?
Nigga, I'm the reason that they know you exist, all that late nights
It was me doin' that writin', I controlled every thought
That you were hidin', all that fire in your pen, that is ignitin'
Up your life right now? Oh, that's not good enough, scrap that shit
Don't write it down, you want to blow up? Well, nobody
Gon' like your sounds, oh, you're ridin' round?
Well, did you lock the front door? Did you turn the stove off and put the knife back in the drawer?
Did you tell your family you love 'em enough times?
Maybe that's the reason they not fuckin' with your rhymes
I bet they hate you, bet they never proud of you
Bet they regret the day that you were born, would I lie to you?
That's what it feels like every fuckin' day, and I embrace that shit
And I face that shit, cuz I don't take back shit
Wear it on my chest, Superman cape that shit
Used it to capitalize, uppercase that shit
Cuz I can't let this OCD take a hold of me
My need to control everythin' is controllin' me
But it gave me my career, so I keep this shit sincere
It's a love and hate relationship, you see it in my tears, cuz
You turn me into who I am
Love you like I need you, could never deceive you
In love with you, I truly am
Want you, turn me into what I hate
Every day I feel you, wish I could just kill you
Need to leave before I break
Yeah
I just had to get a few things off my chest, man, so
Apologize, comin' to vent like this to y'all
I hope this for anybody who
You know, like me, struggles with their mental sometimes
But I just wanna say there's light in all the darkness
It's gon' make you more strong, more resilient
And that's why I call it a love and hate relationship
You got it
Fo sho, you got it
