"Unworthy" lyrics

How did you make me feel so unworthy?
Feel so numb I can't tell if I'm hurting
And now I can't forget, I can't let go
Lost myself, don't wanna lose control (Baby, tell me how)
How did you make me feel so unworthy?

I just can't escape this empty sorrow
Just me, myself, and this empty bottle
I'd have more luck trying to hit the ladder
When it just began, but I'd fuck the final
Got a prayer full of sins and a cup full of gin
And a phone full of texts from my family and friends
None of them know about it's what that I'm in
In my relationship, I'm reluctant to end
Cause I love this girl more than life itself
Fight so much that I fight myself
Swimming in pain like I might go fell
Take a couple more sips and it might just help
So she hurts me again, stabs my back
Feels like a fucking asthma attack
I'm used to it, I had to adapt
But it just gets worse as a matter of fact

How did you make me feel so unworthy?
Feel so numb I can tell if I'm hurting
And now I can't forget, I can't let go
Lost myself, don't wanna lose control (Baby, tell me how)
How did you make me feel so unworthy?

I can't get you out of my head
I don't wanna call you, I feel like a burden
Why could you leave? I don't understand
How all of a sudden you change as a person
I'm so confused, this wasn't a plan
I gave you my all, I did what I can
Like all of my friends who say in the past
Don't be too nice or you'll finish it last
I've been drinking to numb the pain
I'll never be the same
Look what you did to me
You ruined everything
No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Can't believe you did me dirty
You made me feel unworthy

How did you make me feel so unworthy?
Feel so numb I can tell if I'm hurting
And now I can't forget, I can't let go
Lost myself, don't wanna lose control (Baby, tell me how)
How did you make me feel so unworthy?