"Toxic Love" lyrics

Everything lately really just been low as fuck
Solo, dolo, posted up
Shit got bad, almost folded up
'Member I was mad for being born too late
I'm not old enough
Why the fuck I ain't listen when they told me stop growing up
Ain't have a choice, so much noise, I got woken up
Talk so much that they eyes ain't ever really open up
I just think that it's hopeless, bruh
I don't know if I can focus up
This feels like it's more than mud
I don't know how to stop the flood
Fix that with a vodka buzz
I can fix that problem with all sorts of drugs
That's why I ain't pour too much
If I don't, I might do too much
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love

I don't know where I'm going, I got lots to go
I been putting in this work for a lot of years
Even with that said, I been yet to blow
Must be crazy if you think that I'm stopping here
I just thought that I'd say this to let y'all know
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love

I don't know where I'm going, I got lots to go
Putting in this work for a lot of years
Even with that said, I been yet to blow
Crazy if you think that I'm stopping here
I just thought that I'd say this to let y'all know
Thought that I'd say this to let y'all know
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic lo-love
Two sides to the- to the- to the
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a- it's a- it's a
Tw- Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a to- to- tox
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love

Yo, yo
Uh, tss
This hate been embedded, this hate been
This hate been embedded
Two sides to the
Two sides to the coin, it's ironic, can't tell where I'm headed
Uh, I understand why you threatened
Uh, turn your fears into leverage
Uh, turn your tears into weapons
Uh, gotta steer through the stressin
Uh, I seen you deal with a challenge
Uh, instead of you calling for help, you so hard on yourself, like your feelings ain't valid
Uh, gotta keep some in your cup, when you pour in to others, it's really a challenge
Uh, if I come tell you the truth, know it just 'cause I love you, it ain't out of malice
Uh, man that shit like a talent
Uh, lately my karma been catching me up
Mess that we kept, I just swept under rugs
Please don't come tell me I'm better because I keep on feeling I'm never enough
Especially 'cause I keep dealing with this lil' war that I got in my head and I'm stuck
Especially 'cause I got people around me I know deep inside that I never could trust
Never could trust

Uh, I don't wanna go no more
Uh, I keep wearing my feelings, I can't be exposed no more
Uh, I done walked with this weight, no I really can't hold no more
Uh, hope this shit get delayed, I ain't trynna grow no more
No, I ain't trynna
Yuh

Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic lo-love
Two sides to the- to the- to the
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a- it's a- it's a
Tw- Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love
Two sides to the coin, it's a to- to- tox
Two sides to the coin, it's a toxic love