"Seasons" lyrics

I don't know why
I lie awake
I'm up all
Through the night
When the day comes
I can't open my eyes
Open my eyes
Feelin half alive
I'm never really there

Ok
I say
"I'm just going through a new phase"
Oh
That's what I tell them
That's my new thing
Gross
Now I've got these body aches
Chokin on this feelin in my throat
Mind is movin, body's broken
And I'm froze

It's one of those seasons
Another reason
Fight my demons
Still breathin
But I'm stuck in my head
This is where I'm at
Over and over again yeah

I don't know why
I lie awake
I'm up all
Through the night
When the day comes
I can't open my eyes
Open my eyes
Feelin half alive
I'm never really there

Yeah

Think I need to write myself a note
Put it on my mirror
So I can remember that I'm not a ghost
You don't wanna go broke
Man I'm not talkin money yeah
Come on say it
"Not a fucking ghost"

Happiness
Simple yeah
I don't think I need too much to feel it yeah
Happiness
Funny yeah
I don't think I need too much to feel it yeah

I don't know why
I lie awake
I'm up all
Through the night
When the day comes
I can't open my eyes
Open my eyes
Feelin half alive
I'm never really there

It's one of those seasons
Another reason
Fight my demons
Still breathin
But I'm stuck in my head
This is where I'm at
Over and over again yeah

I don't know why
I lie awake
I'm up all
Through the night
When the day comes
I can't open my eyes
Open my eyes
Feelin half alive
I'm never really there

I don't know why
I lie awake
I'm up all
Through the night
When the day comes
I can't open my eyes
Open my eyes
Feelin half alive
I'm never really there