"Big Dreams" lyrics

What did I ever do
To find you like this
I didn't think it would have been this hard
It's been hard
But you said you moved on, I guess just partly
Don't go start this at my party
I can hear you but just hardly
Cause people dance at these things
But you wanna talk, so tell me
What did I ever go and do to find you so sad at these things
You give the evil eye, nothing I can do is right
You're so mad that I said it's over

But I got
Big dreams and a big time plan
So excuse me if I don't hold your hand
I know it's a lot to take all back
But just go and forget me
Cause I've had
Daydreams 'bout my own new world
And ways to make that planet twirl
I can't do this and keep my girl
So just go and forget me
Just go and forget me
Just go and forget me

I told my Mom I'd make it
Lord knows I've been trying
Been five years and I never stopped all the grinding
Six long months of just putting all of my time in
Plus these battles I'm fighting inside my mind its
All I got
I deal with sadness singing through the long nights
I take my problems and I put 'em on ice
And its been cold this month
I know I broke your trust but please
Tell me that you still fucking love me
I know that it's been some time
I done had some things taken from me
Cause I been tryna build my life

But I got
Big dreams and a big time plan
So excuse me if I don't hold your hand
I know it's a lot to take all back
But just go and forget me
Cause I've had
Daydreams 'bout my own new world
And ways to make that planet twirl
I can't do this and keep my girl
So just go and forget me
Just go and forget me
Just go and forget me