"HALF IT" lyrics

Right now, you probably think I'm sober
Driving there to hold her
Piece of gum inside my mouth
But right now, I'm sitting like a loner
Scrolling through my phone
Trying to find out where it all went south, I've
Been going through hell since you left me, I
Had you connected to myself till you cut our ties
Now I'm a danger to myself cause this wire's live
But I can't love nobody else, so my sparks won't fly now
Did you forget what you said to me
Or is the damage done
I guess your friends got the best of me

Honestly I never guessed that this could happen
Oh baby my chest hurts
I gave effort
And you gave half it

You can't compare the strike of lightning
To the shock you get from friction
She's emptier than silence but she's louder than this prison I'm in
But she can't break me out
I grip this bottle, knuckles whitening
It symbolizes my afflictions
I know that what's inside it will give power to this trouble I'm in
Until it drowns it out
Ooh all I've been thinking about is you
And oh I want this
I don't think we're better off alone
And I drew up all of my future around us two
Do you not want this
Do you not want this

Honestly I never guessed that this could happen
Oh baby my chest hurts
I gave effort
And you gave half it

Now all of my self worth finds itself on your single mattress
What did I give myself for
Cause I'm left with just a fraction