"I'VE GOT IT BAD" lyrics

I've got it bad
I had her choke me to feel you
I took a breath and then I got sad
I want to make it to steal you
I think I'm bad
I thought your gambit was see through
Pushed you away and you got so mad
I think I'm starting to bleed you

Why did I
Why did I
Push us away from paradise
Paradise, oh
Terrified
I'm terrified
It's the only chance I'll have in life
By your side, oh
Pull me out, I'm a little out my depth
I'm afraid there's nothing left in my heart

Without ya
Filled with doubt, I've been marching out of step
I became somebody else in the dark
Without ya

I've got these scars
I can not trust my emotion
Who knew that loving could be so hard
I think our love would be golden
You guys are bronze
I've grown addicted to hoping
You'll be unhappy inside his arms
I'm in the wrong and I know it
It's never gotten easier despite all the time passed
I wonder if I'm seated at the back of your mind
I feel like I'm a fiend who found your love in a dime bag
You switched my fears to dreams like they were water and wine
Pull me out, I'm a little out my depth
I'm afraid there's nothing left in my heart

Without ya
Filled with doubt, I've been marching out of step
I became somebody else in the dark
Without ya