"Falling" lyrics

I feel like I'm falling, falling
And I'm about to hit the ground
Did you hear me calling
I called you like ten times

I'm one breath away from my last one
One step away from the finish line
I'm two days too deep
Yeah, I need some sleep
When I'll wake up, I'll be fine

I know it seems like I'm lying when I'm not lying
'Cause I lied too many times
I know my words mean nothing
Wish it meant something
'Cause I'm better than I was that night
We got to figure it out tonight
Will you ever trust me again, oh no
I wanna fix this back, I don't know
Is it even worth it for me to try oh no
I've looked into my own damn pistol
Asked myself is anybody gonna miss you
Who knows
All I know I tried my best and I held my own
Got a check I need a bigger check before I
Burn out like a cigarette and I
Loved a model in a little dress
Mixed with a bottle and you know the rest

I feel like I'm falling, falling, falling
I might crash
I've been calling, for God
But God never hit me back
And I need something to believe in
Who will ever love a demon
Give me a shot, I'm pleading
I wrote this bitch you gotta read it

Everybody said I'm lying
They can say it to my chain now
Riding in a drop top
I just pulled the brains out
All black whip going fast Bruce Wayne
I don't need to sign a deal, baby is a new game

And you, I know I never change
Know I never switch
Baby I'm deranged
Yeah, that's why I'm going schizo
I switched all my whips
Like I'm switching up my fists
Always been the man
Ever since I was a geek

I feel like I'm falling, falling, falling
I might crash
I've been calling, for God
But God never hit me back
And I need something to believe in
Who will ever love a demon
Give me a shot, I'm pleading
I wrote this bitch you gotta read it
Yeah