"Liquor & Pills" lyrics

Well, I've tried talkin' to my mama
'Cause I can see how much it kills her
To see me all strung out
But I just can't take it now
And I'd be lyin' if I said
That I was over it
But I guess I found somethin'
To help me forget it

Part of me is addicted to the numb
And part of me just can't live with the things I've done

Yeah, 'cause the liquor and pills will take away the pain
And let me forget about yesterday
And not even you can beat the way to make me feel
Yeah, well, the liquor and pills won't break my heart
And I don't care if they tear my world apart
'Cause you already did that to me
But the liquor and pills will never leave

Used to dream about makin' it big
And you were always right there with me
I hope this song goes number one
Maybe you'll come back then
I see you wipe tears from your eyes
I know you think that I am heartless
You don't know how hard it is
For me to see you cry

I'm sick and tired of havin' this fight
I just keep hopin' that one day you might
Baby, you might change your mind

Yeah, but the liquor and pills won't take away your pain
Stop reachin' back to yesterday
I never wanted you to feel the way you feel
Yeah, I never meant to break your heart
Now I'm watchin' as you fall apart
I'm sorry that it's all because of me
But the liquor and pills will never leave

Yeah, and the worst part about this
Is I'd do it all again
All the heartache (I'm so sorry)
'Cause you'll always be right where mine is

'Cause the liquor and pills will take away the pain
And let me forget about yesterday
And not even you can beat the way to make me feel (I never wanted you to feel the way you feel)
Yeah, well, the liquor and pills won't break my heart (Yeah, well, I never meant to break your heart)
And I don't care if they tear my world apart (Now I'm watchin' as you fall apart)
'Cause you already did that to me (I'm sorry that it's all because of me)
Woah

Woah
But the liquor and pills will never leave