"Atom Bomb" lyrics

After all this time I'm the same just older
My skin's too thin, I could stand to be colder
I'm ashamed, I lose myself in people like I lost myself in you
I bite my tongue, I don't wanna give in
You're already gone and I've been living
Like an atom bomb waiting to be lit and
I don't know what's worth forgiving
I don't know what's worth forgiving

'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry
And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night
I never could figure out why
I can't get your birthday straight
I always try

Call you up, you're moving to Minneapolis
I'm free to stay but you're taking the atlas
And you don't know why you ever left in the first place
Guess you were just bored, now you're sick of the rat race
And I can't go back, though I'd consider
To see you smile and the snow in the winter
But nothing's the same there's no power in Austin
A tornado in Tennessee, a heatwave in Boston
It's been changing way too often

'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry
And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night
I never could figure out why
I can't get your birthday straight
I always tried

I lied, I never tried to quit
I couldn't get the hang of it
I lied, I never tried to quit
I couldn't get the hang of it
I lied, I never tried to quit
I just can't get the hang of it