"Light & Dark" lyrics

The weight you dropped without warning
I'm trying to make it mean something
If this is love
It's a loaded weapon
And I'm done bleeding
Just to prove I'm human

You left me with the quiet
I made something out of it
Now the silence answers back
I'm submerged in regret

You don't get to come back clean
You don't get forgiveness on credit
Being alone taught me
What your presence never did
I stopped waiting for rescue
But your absence still haunts me

I sat alone long enough to feel my name decay
This pressure burns, on and on, incandescent pain

My resentment awakened
Nothing more

This solace is never ending
I want to stop pretending
Release my desperation
Through hate and full regression

I lived through the absence you created
Made up my mind

I can't leave behind
Your flame that's still inside me

You left me with the quiet
I made something out of it
Now the silence answers back
I'm submerged in regret

Make no mistake, I'm doing this
You're my fucking bitch
I'm tired of pretending I'm not affected — you are mine
I will bury anyone else who is interested in you
You know that, right? I'm your angel of death
I own you