"Goodbye Song" lyrics

Sometimes I wonder who I'd be if I chose different
If I could go back, change it all, I think I would
Don't get me wrong, there's parts of it that I'll be missing
But God, it's gotten so much harder than it should

And I tried my best, I really think I did
Don't wanna obsess over my life like this
And I hate the suspense, so I'm closing the door on it
So lay rest with a final kiss

This is my goodbye song
'Cause all is said and done
I don't wanna cry 'cause I know it's time, I'm over that feeling
This is my goodbye song, my goodbye song

I'm done with living in a world that has no meaning
Can't sleep 'cause I been looking at my screen too much
It wears me down from morning, noon, and through the evening
And honestly my skin is really not that tough

And I tried my best, I really think I did
Don't wanna obsess over my life like this
And I hate the suspense, so I'm closing the door on it
So lay rest with a final kiss

This is my goodbye song
'Cause all is said and done
I don't wanna cry 'cause I know it's time, I'm over that feeling
This is my goodbye song, my goodbye song

My goodbye song

I know it's not good for me so better to just leave it
Even though it's the hardest thing I've done
But I've wasted too many years [?]
This time quitting means I've won

This is my goodbye song
'Cause all is said and done
I don't wanna cry 'cause I know it's time, I'm over that feeling
This is my goodbye song, my goodbye song

My goodbye song

Don't wanna cry 'cause I know it's time, I'm over that feeling
This is my goodbye song, my goodbye song