"Gigantic Parasite Tongue" lyrics

My conviction
Distorted by blues
From your iris to your cornea
I may not quite fit a camel through
'Cause no ending feels like enough
Nor does it feel like a win
So I'll fuck my knees with concrete
And beg to be severed by sparks that I serve

Ice picks and pitchforks and coke bloat
Genesis
Swollen shut eyes mimic botulism lips
Spirit
You entered my body with a body my same size

Clarity like a game show loss
From "king of pain" to "the cavalry cross"
"I am blessed, I am blessed"
But who do I worship with no metronome?
I milk it all, and it sticks, pathetic
Fucking pathetic

The vultures circled the Salvation Army
When we remembered it wasn't our house
I needed sleep and water, maybe coffee
I take it black because I
Barely come around these days
Barely come around this way anymore
To see the stations of the cross in Catholic monochrome
And think about the sacrifices made
On a missing holiday with cagey, dull forgiveness
Forgiveness
Such a word I never sought at twenty-nine
Just temporary ecstasy goodbyes

Ecstasy goodbyes

I saw it in your eyes
Like a broken light
Didn't even call
To sing "Amazing Grace"
I saw it in your eyes
Like a broken light
Didn't even call
To sing "Amazing Grace"

Know not a leech

They will mark me as "enemy"
They will make me wait outside
Ear pressed to the frostbit glass
I overheard "parasite"
They will mark me as "enemy"
Make me fucking wait outside
Ear pressed to the frostbit glass
I overheard "parasite"