"Smiling As I Burn" lyrics

I lost my balance
Trying to find a place where they can't
Keep pushing me to the outside
This place is just empty
As I am on the inside
Tracing back my footsteps
Knowing it leads me

Back to that
Same dark place
I find myself over again
And I won't hold it in
'Cause I'm still caved in
In the place that you left me
For dead or lesson learned
They all took their turns
Smiling as I burn

I'd wait here forever
Trying to find a quiet place to
Fade away
To ashes now
The place of destructions where I'm found
Bury me
Faster now
Still I'm screaming
Let me descend
Knowing exactly where I'm falling

Back to that
Same dark place
I find myself over again
And I won't hold it in
'Cause I'm still caved in
In the place that you left me
For dead or lesson learned
They all took their turns
Smiling as I burn

Keep pushing me to the outside
This place is just empty
As I am on the inside
Tracing back my footsteps
Knowing it leads me

Back to that
Same dark place
I find myself over again
And I won't hold it in
'Cause I'm still caved in
In the place that you left me
For dead or lesson learned
They all took their turns
Smiling as I burn