"exhausted" lyrics

I feel exhausted
Swear I'm haunted
Did you leave your grave?
There are no remains
My blood is toxic
I'm a hostage to the pain
It's in my veins

Snorting cocaine off a park bench with 15 of my best friends
Honestly, I don't know their names
My whole life is a fucked up game
We are not the same
No one to blame, no one to blame

I'm a loner and that's my truth
Living in hell, destroyed my youth
I wanna feel like I'm in control

It's the only thing that lets my soul rest easy for the night
When I wake up I don't feel right
Then I'm back, can't escape. I hate the way you always say
"You need to stop thinking so I can think"
I can't breathe but that's my kink

Snorting cocaine off a park bench with 15 of my best friends
Honestly, I don't know their names
My whole life is a fucked up game
We are not the same
No one to blame, no one to blame

Don't want an afterlife, this one's bad enough
Yeah, I'm young but where's the love?

I feel exhausted
Swear I'm haunted
Did you leave your grave?
There are no remains

Snorting cocaine off a park bench with 15 of my best friends
Honestly, I don't know their names
My whole life is a fucked up game

Snorting cocaine off a park bench with 15 of my best friends
Honestly, I don't know their names
My whole life is a fucked up game

Snorting cocaine off a park bench with 15 of my best friends
Honestly, I don't know their names
My whole life is a fucked up game