"Already Crazy" lyrics

Ain't the first time I got high off of summertime green eyes
Ain't the first fight had me reckless down the highway
Ain't the first to drive me wild, just the first one in a while
Ain't the first we're fine until it all goes sideways
It went right off the rails, took the wind out of my sails
But oh well, oh well

I was already crazy, already unglued
You can't be that stupid to think it started with you
I was already bitter, I was already sad
No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
You didn't break me, baby
I was already crazy

Ain't the last time I'll show up drunk enough to throw a punch
Ain't the last guy that I'll cry about in public
And I can't live without you, but I wish I never had you
I hate you, I love you, I hate you, but I love you (I love you)

I was already crazy, already unglued
You can't be that stupid to think it started with you
I was already bitter, I was already sad
No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
You didn't break me, baby
I was already crazy for you

I was already crazy, outta my mind
But you're the first if I don't have him, damn it, I'll die
I was already livin' like I had already crashed
No, it wasn't you leavin' that made me go mad
You didn't break me, baby
I was already crazy

Ooh, I was already crazy, mm