"pretend" lyrics

I spend all my time pretending
That I'm not so over it

I spend all my time pretending
That I'm not so over it
Tell me to open up my mind
Just one more time I'm over it

Well, I heard you like dancing
Well, I heard you like crying in your room
Well, me, too
Well, me, too

I've been having so much fun
I'm just so overdone
I can't keep going on like this
No it's not something you said
It's built up in my head
Just trust me, you can rest
Oh fuck

So now you wanna talk?
Talk about our feelings
And get all emotional
Like did you hear anything I just fucking said?

It looks like I'm messing with myself again
I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it
It looks like I'm messing with myself again
I can't do it no more, but I can't even stop it

I close my eyes and I watch the colors pass by
I watch my head chase itself like racecars
Ripped jeans from fingertips
Blue denim makes the paint chip off
Grab the floor with reeboks
Open your eyes kid

I've been on the run
I've been wasting time
I've been on the run
I've been wasting time
I've been losing sleep
I've been growing restless
I'm on my knees
I've been on the run for too long

I spend all my time pretending

Tell me to open up my mind
Just one more time I'm over it

I spend all my time pretending
That I'm not so over it
Tell me to open up my mind
Just one more time I'm over it