"My Life" lyrics
(Oh my gosh, it's Renzo)
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doin' laps, wishin' I could fly
I wish that I could fly, but I can't
I wish that I could cry, but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die, but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes, I know my pain show
I mean, I'm happy, I'm alive, and I'm grateful
And I could give you all I got, you still ungrateful
And I remember bein' hungry, now my plate full
Everybody turnt their back, and that was painful
Damn it, I can't understand it
I know I was dead wrong, just know I ain't plan it
You know you too head strong, so am I, we clashin'
I stopped poppin' Xanax, but I'm still off the planet
Percocet and lean 'cause it's helpin' me imagine
A place where if they love you, then they love you, nigga, that's it
All of these distractions, all these diamonds dancin'
I will make this pain disappear, find new magic
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say, "I'm okay"
And that's the only time I lie 'cause I don't wanna say
That everything is goin' wrong and I don't feel the same
I'm sorry Ma', I know I said it wouldn't be this way
Remember I was sellin' dope, you found my crack cocaine
Remember when you told me take that gun up off my waist
And what I say, I told you, "No," because it's war time
Found me with that four-five
Jackboys look at me like I'm a gold mine
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doin' laps, wishin' I could fly
I wish that I could fly, but I can't
I wish that I could cry, but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die, but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes, I know my pain show
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doin' laps, wishin' I could fly
I wish that I could fly, but I can't
I wish that I could cry, but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die, but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes, I know my pain show
I mean, I'm happy, I'm alive, and I'm grateful
And I could give you all I got, you still ungrateful
And I remember bein' hungry, now my plate full
Everybody turnt their back, and that was painful
Damn it, I can't understand it
I know I was dead wrong, just know I ain't plan it
You know you too head strong, so am I, we clashin'
I stopped poppin' Xanax, but I'm still off the planet
Percocet and lean 'cause it's helpin' me imagine
A place where if they love you, then they love you, nigga, that's it
All of these distractions, all these diamonds dancin'
I will make this pain disappear, find new magic
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say, "I'm okay"
And that's the only time I lie 'cause I don't wanna say
That everything is goin' wrong and I don't feel the same
I'm sorry Ma', I know I said it wouldn't be this way
Remember I was sellin' dope, you found my crack cocaine
Remember when you told me take that gun up off my waist
And what I say, I told you, "No," because it's war time
Found me with that four-five
Jackboys look at me like I'm a gold mine
They wanna know just how I feel inside
Take a walk in my life, my life
The old me is dead and gone, goodbye
In the prison yard doin' laps, wishin' I could fly
I wish that I could fly, but I can't
I wish that I could cry, but I can't
Sometimes I wanna die, but I can't go
Look my daughter in her eyes, I know my pain show
