"Special" lyrics

I miss you on the nights that I get too high and a little scared
You're back inside my mind, I can hear you but you're not really there
I cover up in bed with the lights down low and the TV on
Put the headphones in and I'm searchin' up our favorite songs

You were never good enough (no, no, no)
But you always could've been (you're always)
Wastin' out with your good lovers (oh, nah, nah)
Stuck inside a sentiment

I fall in love with potential, I wrap you up and make you special, oh uh
Even though you put a knife in my back, I still swear that it's gentle
I fall in love with all the maybes, I save you but nobody saves me
I still swear you'll come to your senses, it's my fault, baby
That I fall in love, that I fall in love
That I fall in love, that I fall in love

I wake up on the nights that I lucid dream that you're next to me
Tryna push you off, like you tattoo me, in bed with me
I cover all my feelings so I don't look back at who I've become
Mangled in your arms like a broken thought, look at what you've done

Thought you'd try a little more (thought you would)
Didn't mean to get you hurt (aw, baby)
I don't love you anymore (no, I don't)
I loved who I thought you were

I fall in love with potential, I wrap you up and make you special, oh uh
Even though you put a knife in my back, I swore that it was gentle
I fall in love with all the maybes, I save you but nobody saves me
I still swear you'll come to your senses, it's my fault, baby
That I fall in love, that I fall in love
That I fall in love, that I fall in love
That I fall in love, that I fall in love
That I fall in love, that I fall in love
(I fall in love)
(That I fall in love)