"Unsteady" lyrics

Started drinking on Mondays
Lost a little weight but I think I'm okay
I think I'm on the mend now
I think I'm gonna get out

Emptied out a few bottles
Got a little sick but I'm over it
I think it'll go away now
I think I'm gonna make it out

Stuck in the city
Trying to fix me
You keep on leaving
Cause you can't deal with me

Even my family
Knows I'm not happy
And they don't care
Cause they think that I drink too much

I'm taking life too serious
At least that's what I get told
Been feeling so old

But it's been a few weeks
And I'm feeling better I hope

Mom I swear I'm doing fine
You don't need to call me up every night
Just give it a week and I'll feel alright
The doctor tells me that I'm normal

It's just a phase, I know what to do
I turn all my lights on and color them blue
If you can't tell me how to be okay
Then just let me be unsteady

Started drinking so much that I wanted to call
But I'm happy I didn't
Cause I know that you'd answer
And I know I deserve better

Therapy's been tough
Cause she tells me that I bottle everything up
I do it 'till my chest hurts
But I think I'm getting better

Stuck in my hometown
Hate that you're here too
I can't go anywhere that I might run into you
And I can't let that happen
Cause if I do

You'll be knocking on my door
Dancing on my floor
In this apartment that I don't even want anymore
So I'll keep to myself
Even though it worries everyone else

Mom I swear I'm doing fine
You don't need to call me up every night
Just give it a week and I'll feel alright
The doctor tells me that I'm normal

It's just a phase, I know what to do
I turn all my lights on and color them blue
If you can't tell me how to be okay
Then just let me be unsteady

Just let me be unsteady