"Null" lyrics

I drift off into the sunlight, aching for relief
I fall into the sheets but I cannot fall asleep
I drown out the silence, but I cannot find my home
I claw at the sky but the heavens cannot hear me scream alone

And it never fucking changes

You fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized

You tear at the seams as the breath leaves my body
Dig it as far as it will go, for this is now my home
I'm lost again, with only one place left to go
There's no fucking hope

I call out for you
Call out for you to fucking save me
As it takes it's final form, and chokes me in
The fate of my hatred and everlasting pain takes control and does me in like a knife to the throat

Tearing at the seams
Breathing into me

You tear my existence at the motherfucking seams

Fade into me, a familiar face but unrecognized