"Waiting For You To Heal" lyrics

"Waiting For You To Heal"

I'm howling at the sky
Not sure if he hears me
A curve in my spine
God knows I'm here
Time after time after time
Afraid that you'll leave me
If you don't do the healing
Am I overreaching?
Or pushing you away
Maybe I'm not worth keeping
'Cause I'm not the high that you chose

I wasn't always like this
With my fists up always fighting
It's the home that I grew up in
The one that I survived in
And sometimes I need reminding
That wounds are meant to heal on their own

So I'll let you choose
Even if we both lose
But if you wanna talk
On the day you'll feel it all
I'll be waiting for your call
Tell you how it's not your fault
Even though we know that's not true
I'll look for every last excuse
I'll tend to all your wounds
Cause that's just what I do
The day that you wake up
I hope I'm still around
To pick up when you need me to

I know you're growing tired
I'm so aware of every feeling
I can't save you from the fire
'Cause you're quiet when you're screaming
Like a bird in a cage
Who is used to its crate
You could fly far away
But you stay where it's safe
And I'll never lay the blame
I'll carry the weight
It's my curse to understand
But my God, does it ache
Now there's an empty space
Collecting dust of what remains
I made a home inside your heart
And I lent you mine to break

To break
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So I'll let you
I'll let you choose
So I'll let you
I'll let you
It's the best that I can do

So I'll let you choose
Even if we both lose
But if you wanna talk
On the day you'll feel it all
I'll be waiting for your call
Tell you how it's not your fault
Even though we know that's not true
I'll look for every last excuse
I'll tend to all your wounds
Cause that's just what I do
The day that you wake up
I hope I'm still around
To pick up when you need me to

Hey. Love you, miss you. Just wanna call and do my bi-weekly annual phone call and say, "Hey, I love you and I'm proud of you." Um, talk to you soon. Bye.

Call me whenever you can. I know you're busy. You know I'm here for you. I love you. I love you a lot. Call me whenever. Bye.

People have had their houses burned down, so I just wanna make sure you're safe. Um, I love you, I miss you. Just text if you're okay. Alright bye.

What's up? Let's catch up sometime soon. You've been on my mind and in my heart always. Just know that I love you so much. Alright babe, talk to you soon. Bye.

Hey kiddo. I just wanted to say, "hello", and I hope you're okay. Can't wait to see you again. Call me.


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