"Not Ok, Ok!" lyrics

All I seem to do is make friends with change
Time's an enemy, point blank
Think I'm getting better, really who can say?
Broken down, one on one, no brace

It's a wonder that you still call
Picking up for you, a little less loss
Is nobody's fault
Know that makes a wrong

Don't want my name
Just to be free
He's a devil's town
But I'm giving back the crown

Tell me it's ok
That I'm not ok
I don't think that it's a phase
Probably will never change

Tell me it's ok
If it's not, don't stay
Can't go back to better days
Were there even better days?

Never was a saint but I damn well tried
Promise to the Lord, no lie
Always hated war but I'm down to fight
Got a mouth like a gun, thrill, right?

It's a struggle but it's alright
Live it up 'cause it's a short life
Keep on keepin' on
Headline of all my thoughts

Don't want my name
Just to be free
He's a devil's town
But I'm givin' back the crown

Tell me it's ok
That I'm not ok
I don't think that it's a phase
Probably will never change

Tell me it's ok
If it's not don't stay
Can't go back to better days
Were there even better days?

I can't pretend
What I'm feelin' (what I'm feelin')

Tell me it's ok
That I'm not ok
I don't think that it's a phase
Probably will never change

Tell me it's ok
If it's not don't stay
Can't go back to better days
Were there even better days?

I am not ok
Is that every day?
I don't think that it's a phase
Probably will never change

I am not ok
Is that every day?
(Not ok, ok, ok)