"What's The Point?" lyrics

What's the point in staying sober for the night
If I'll just hate myself the same when I wake up
What's the point in saying no to all the boys
Who wanna kiss my lips and use me like a drug

I, I burn my lungs, I like the taste
Of feeling numb cause nothing matters anyway
I'm another dreamer gone to waste
But I don't care cuz nothing matters anyway

Push me from the 13th floor
Nothing scares me anymore
You'll forget me when I die, so

What's the point of building castles in the clouds
That shit ain't cheap and it just falls down in the end (in the end, in the end, in the end)
So what's the point I'm just a useless shell of air who's
Only good for singing sad songs with my friends (I hate them)

I've, I've learnt to laugh when I should cry
'Cause it's embarrassing to feel what's in my mind
Yeah I'm another dreamer gone to waste
But I don't care 'cause nothing matters anyways (anyways, I don't care 'cause nothing matters anyways)

I hate every song the second I write it
I don't understand the reason I'm like this
The worlds in my hands
But I'd rather see it in flames

Push me from the 13th floor
Nothing scares me anymore
So what