"Ruin" lyrics

If you wanna close your eyes, you might feel free
But just know that in the night, they are comin' for me
I'll collect my breath, but can't get the concept of death
But I know, yeah, I know that I'll get there
Everybody has a thought that they'll survive
But the truth is that I really doubt you're right
If they get ya, then just trust that they'll hug you
Tighter and tighter until the lights go out

Ruin, I can not believe that I am stuck in this ruin
I can barely breathe, I feel like I might just lose it
If you are comin' out, then come on, just do it
How'd it end this way? I'm in ruin

If you wanna run away, well, play it safe
But I doubt you'll make it out here in this place
I know you will scream and shout, "Are you okay?"
But I know, yeah, I know that you're not
We can run or we can hide, scared for my life
Tip-toe through the corridor, no end in sight
I just wanna go on home, no hope, I know
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know that it's over

Ruin, I can not believe that I am stuck in this ruin
I can barely breathe, I feel like I might just lose it
If you are comin' out, then come on, just do it
How'd it end this way? I'm in ruin

I'm in ruin
I'm in ruin
Yeah

Givin' up slowly
Givin' up, givin' up, givin' up, I'm gonna die
Givin' up slowly
Givin' up, givin' up, givin' up, nothing's alright
Givin' up slowly
Why do I try? Why, why?

Ruin, I can not believe that I am stuck in this ruin
I can barely breathe, I feel like I might just lose it
If you are comin' out, then come on, just do it
How'd it end this way? I'm in ruin