"A Gap In The Clouds" lyrics

Mmm
Be my gap in the clouds
Mmm

I'm used to the rain, cloudy to boundaries more

I done found healing in negative dealings
At this point I like when it storms
I feel like a sponge but a shower for
Hours is more than I care to absorb
I like the finer things, flashy designer things
But an umbrella's too much to afford
I'm building a sword out

Clear way that only you can make a path of
Clear as they don't deviate just like the last one
Yeah there's creatures in the woods you gotta hide from
More importantly I hope that you can have fun

Being honest I don't need another lesson
I'm an expert at reading the sky
Had so much drama I quiver from trauma
At visions of any new glimmer of light

I hope you know what you in for
Fuck being indoors
Don't need the sun just need someone to be a gap in the clouds
A gap in the clouds

Often I wish that I win more
Let people in more
But I'll hold a place for you, a space for you
My gap in the clouds
Mmm

I'm more than 2D, my heart fall too deep
Hopeless romantic want love like the movies
Is that too much or my needs too confusing?
Warmth is a drug that I don't mind abusing
I find the people I want don't pursue me
Prone to catch feelings a lot, okay sue me
Anxious, withdrawn, insecure, kinda moody
All that can change by the way that you do me

Kinky I'm into some shit
But I prefer intimate shit
Like stroking your waves, hearing 'bout your day
That love make you feel like a kid
A rainy day partner for life, I pray for it daily out loud
I'll take the compromise, I'll keep the darkest skies
But that's the least you could give me a
Gap in the clouds
Mmm
Be my gap in the clouds
Mmm

I guess you get what you pay for
Maybe I'll save more
But I gotta play for you, I'll wait for you
My gap in the clouds
Mmm

Look, I just need an ear sometime
Someone who can listen and be here sometime
Get to the refined mind like a fine wine
But I really want a beer sometime
Crack me open I'm a cold one
And really I don't give myself to no one
I just learned to play my part and foster hearts
Did not think the love that I could hold one
Say but what about me? What about I?

Only thing loving me now is the sky

Cleansing my traumas away while feeding it
Not just my flowers, my weeds have been needing it
They take one look and they think that they know me
That girl has a problem she's clearly been eating
Not knowing what kind of dragon I slay on the daily
My body is proof of defeating it
Saving her I'm breathing it, warm blood I'm bleeding it
Hurricanes don't make me shudder in fear
Actually I'd have an adverse reaction
If suddenly all of my clouds disappeared
All of that said in a flood I'm a battleship
But God I really could use some companionship
Conquered the waters a Pisces I'm proud
But after it all I just need a

Cloud
Cloud
Be my gap in the clouds
A gap in the clouds