"Sick" lyrics

I'm sorry I'm not alcohol
I'm sorry that your girlfriend broke your heart
I should be the drunken one
Why you always so dysfunctional?
You waved your red flags
For me, you're just [?] and sad
You watched me come back
And let me find out you were wrong

How could you make me feel so lost
When the whole time you were not?
Went outta your way to mess me up
'Cause you hate yourself so much
I try to ignore your toxic tendencies
But honestly now I'm fresh outta sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't need me, you're just sick
You're just sick

Where were you at 2 AM?
Your body's next to me, your mind's with her
Dreaming of your sweet cocaine
The two addictions you fell in love with first
I saw your red flags
Who the hell is dead inside?
I'm done looking back
I hope one day you'll come alive

How could you make me feel so lost
When the whole time you were not?
Went outta your way to mess me up
'Cause you hate yourself so much
I try to ignore your toxic tendencies
But honestly now I'm fresh outta sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't need me, you're just sick
You're just sick

Sick, mm-mm, yeah
Mm-mm-mm, you're just sick
Ooh-ooh-ooh

How could you make me feel so lost
When the whole time you were not?
Went outta your way to mess me up
'Cause you hate yourself so much
I try to ignore your toxic tendencies
But honestly now I'm fresh outta sympathy
You said you need me just to live
You don't need me, you're just sick
You're just sick