"backwards" lyrics

Okay, I'm blue in the face, yeah
As I lie on the floor
I'm tired, exhausted
Whatever synonym you'd like to use from the night before

Ayo, fuck this shit, I'm tired of chasing bitches
I already wasted too much time I could've used on business
And I guess I did it in the name of tryna find a missus
But I'm starting to realize that everybody switches, yeah
Everybody be switching sides
Took me too long to recognize that

I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track, yeah
I'm in need of help, can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But I feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet

Been living backwards, my life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track, yeah
I'm in need of help, can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But I feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet

Every time I go out now
I get a rush to my head
Been starting to think
That maybe the world is better off with me dead

I ain't living for the right reasons no more
I'm not as happy as I used to be way before
This all started, bombarded
I got fucked over and became cold-hearted
Wish I never ever changed
'Cause things won't ever be the same

Yeah, I've been living backwards, my life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track, yeah
I'm in need of help, can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But I feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet

Been living backwards, my life is a disaster
Priorities are out of whack
I'm tryna get on track, yeah
I'm in need of help, can't find it
Heard pressure makes diamonds
But I feel like a pebble
Who isn't worth a dime yet