"Headcase" lyrics

They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a head case that's a fact

I'm such a cynic
Obsess about my critics
Stressing bout analytics
Although numbers are just digits
Try keeping that perspective
Sometimes I lose my focus
When I worry bout what they think
I get in my emotions

First off, I'm insecure
Secondly, immature
Naive, unsure
Mentally miniature
In my head I overthink
Thin ice, been on the brink
Thrown everything but the kitchen sink
I'm willing to try anything

I'm such a headcase
Way I carry dead weight
They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact

Dead weight keep me down so I left home
Headed west for the love and some good smoke
Take a L learn a lesson any day
This gone keep my ass from getting in the way
What a fucking use of your time
Telling me I'm wasting by
I don't owe you shit
What I do for this
You could say it's sick cause me

I'm such a headcase
Way I carry dead weight
They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact

That's a fact
That's a fact, get with it yeah
Learned to live
Learned to live on with it yeah
I'm my own worst enemy
The worst friend to me
That no one sees
All this time, by my side
Like the zodiac
Whisper lies, cut all ties
Got the demons back
No, no, no, no
Got the demons back

I'm such a headcase
Way I carry dead weight
They say as a baby boy I musta drank the lead paint
No, I don't disagree with that, I'm a headcase that's a fact