"MASSACHUSETTS" lyrics

I was in a Sturbridge, Massachusetts hotel room
When I found out it was over and there was nothing I could do

I watched you drive away in a loaner Lexus car
That you had because your sunroof hadn't been installed
I wiped the tears from my eyes, and then I
Went inside and continued to cry
Thoughts a million miles a minute
Should I have done something different?
I should've packed up long before this
Long before she lost interest
But I didn't, now I'm stuck
No, I didn't, now I'm fucked

I was in a Sturbridge, Massachusetts hotel room
When I found out it was over and there was nothing I could do
I was like fuck
Feelings hit me like a truck
Used to tell me that you love me
Now you say it don't mean much
And I don't see you
Won't hear from you
Trust me, all I wanna do is leave this in the rearview, rearview, ayy

This the hardest I ever had to go through
Maybe I just feel emotions more than most do
Is there anybody that you're really close to?
You knew me better than anyone that I'd spoke to
So losing that was hard
We went from chilling in your yard
To utter disregard
And I've been doing my best, working on moving past that
But I cannot stop having flashbacks (To being in a)

Sturbridge, Massachusetts hotel room
When I found out it was over, there was nothing I could do
I was like fuck
Feelings hit me like a truck
Used to tell me that you love me
Now you say it don't mean much
And I don't see you
Won't hear from you
Trust me, all I wanna do is leave this in the rearview, rearview, yeah

I was in a Sturbridge, Massachusetts hotel room
When I found out it was over and there was nothing I could do