"the edge" lyrics

Livin' on the edge
When I'm off the meds
I've been blowin' stop signs and runnin' reds
Only got one speed, full steam ahead, while I'm
Livin' on the edge
When I'm off the meds
I've been blowin' stop signs and runnin' reds (Turn that up, Brigi)
Only got one speed, full steam ahead, while I'm

Push, start, rev the engine
Another episode that's never endin'
I ain't doing well still, I keep pretendin' like everything is fine
I'm lookin' for attention
Went to twelve steps, but I quit the meetings
All the progress that I made has been recedin'
Lacking purpose, I've been lacking meaning
When I wake up in the mornin', I don't got no reason to live
Jump off a bridge
All mediocre, yeah, everything's missed
It's outta control, it's what it is
Say that to myself, something's gotta get heave
I know I'm to blame
All of these days I've been feeling ashamed
Want a better life, but don't make the change
So all that I'm left with are feelings of bridge

Livin' on the edge
When I'm off the meds
I've been blowin' stop signs and runnin' reds
Only got one speed, full steam ahead, while I'm
Livin' on the edge
When I'm off the meds
I've been blowin' stop signs and runnin' reds
Only got one speed, full steam ahead, while I'm-