"I Need Help" lyrics
CHVSE & Chyde Lyrics
Imagine being sent to the psych ward (Wait)
Psycho manically I might go (Crazy)
Eyes roll back, heart ice cold
No one knew the pain I keep
I don't need the protection
Tell God we gon' meet any second
Another episode of self-sabotage of successess
I'm on a roll
I-I-I'm in need of direction
Took a step back disassociated the den
And if I don't get out of my head then I'm leaving
Used to be the happy little kid they believed in
Now I get tatted for the pain and the bleeding just so that I can have a little bit of proof that breathing, read in
B-Between the lines need a therapist to keep alive
Redefining my reality to be defined as the person who they think I am
It seems that I'm climbing over mountains of the trauma with a steep to climb
Tell my momma not to worry I'ma be just fine
Even though I'm lying I feel better knowing she think I'm
Better then I was in 2021, but I'm still in a rut, no love, and I'm thinking I'm
I need help
Tryna find out what I'm doing what I'm doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head, too many people dead, God put me to the test
I-I-I need help
And I don't really know what to do when I'm feeling like this I think
That I need help
I been tryna put me on the pills but pills made it seem like
Like I'm going through a spell
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need
I'm just feeling lost, feeling dead, feeling off in the dark in the head, feeling left out
I have to get something off of my chest
And I'm tossing in bed cus when I start then it gets out
I think I need to go to therapy cus' the thoughts that I'm having kinda scaring me
My dad is not around us and he cared for me (I can't stop)
No one fucking cares for me (nah)
Had to go to myself
Tear down all the fucking walls that I built on myself
And now I'm
Sorry that I've never been the kid that did it all and everything that you've wanted but he's dead now
All these battles that I fight alone
Got these scars on my face like I'm Al Capone
Yeah and the mourn and the grief torn deep in the heart that I worn on my sleeve now it bleeds
And it hurts when you felt you're never good enough
Guess why I'm worthless that's why I keep my hoodie up
Guess that I'm searchin' person that you could of loved destined for purpose now I'm
I need help
Tryna find out what I'm doing what I'm doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head, too many people dead, God put me to the test
I-I-I need help
And I don't really know what to do when I'm feeling like this I think
That I need help
I been tryna put me on the pills but pills made it seem like
Like I'm going through a spell
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need
Help
Help
Help
Psycho manically I might go (Crazy)
Eyes roll back, heart ice cold
No one knew the pain I keep
I don't need the protection
Tell God we gon' meet any second
Another episode of self-sabotage of successess
I'm on a roll
I-I-I'm in need of direction
Took a step back disassociated the den
And if I don't get out of my head then I'm leaving
Used to be the happy little kid they believed in
Now I get tatted for the pain and the bleeding just so that I can have a little bit of proof that breathing, read in
B-Between the lines need a therapist to keep alive
Redefining my reality to be defined as the person who they think I am
It seems that I'm climbing over mountains of the trauma with a steep to climb
Tell my momma not to worry I'ma be just fine
Even though I'm lying I feel better knowing she think I'm
Better then I was in 2021, but I'm still in a rut, no love, and I'm thinking I'm
I need help
Tryna find out what I'm doing what I'm doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head, too many people dead, God put me to the test
I-I-I need help
And I don't really know what to do when I'm feeling like this I think
That I need help
I been tryna put me on the pills but pills made it seem like
Like I'm going through a spell
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need
I'm just feeling lost, feeling dead, feeling off in the dark in the head, feeling left out
I have to get something off of my chest
And I'm tossing in bed cus when I start then it gets out
I think I need to go to therapy cus' the thoughts that I'm having kinda scaring me
My dad is not around us and he cared for me (I can't stop)
No one fucking cares for me (nah)
Had to go to myself
Tear down all the fucking walls that I built on myself
And now I'm
Sorry that I've never been the kid that did it all and everything that you've wanted but he's dead now
All these battles that I fight alone
Got these scars on my face like I'm Al Capone
Yeah and the mourn and the grief torn deep in the heart that I worn on my sleeve now it bleeds
And it hurts when you felt you're never good enough
Guess why I'm worthless that's why I keep my hoodie up
Guess that I'm searchin' person that you could of loved destined for purpose now I'm
I need help
Tryna find out what I'm doing what I'm doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head, too many people dead, God put me to the test
I-I-I need help
And I don't really know what to do when I'm feeling like this I think
That I need help
I been tryna put me on the pills but pills made it seem like
Like I'm going through a spell
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need help
I need
Tell em' I need
Help
Help
Help
