"Lost" lyrics

Have you ever felt that nobody really knows you
You got a cell but nobody really phones you
Slowly drift away from all the people you were close to
Until there isn't one single soul that you can go to
I chose to affiliate myself into rap
I'm broken and hoping my life will come back
If it don't then I won't stop believing I'm crap
Fuck I hope that I choke till my lungs will collapse
I craved this shit but now I see it's all a game
I hate to admit it but the fames got me changed
I guess that's what happens whe you're dealing with the pain
And you don't know to cope so you try to find a way
My brain is tryna say that my therapy is music
Lately I figured out it's truly theraputic
Growing up I had a lot of people say I'm stupid
But I know that being perfect is impossible for humans
I'm too fake to be known as notorius
I'm too real to be fucking with the corporates
Keeping track of paper like an organised historian
I'm floating like a bumble bee and stinging like a scorpion
It's glorious, time to get deeper than a scuba
Do you know about the Rothschild fam do ya?
Know that they control every country but cuba
By buying out the banks in pursuit to get the mula
Really want the money?
You gotta put the work in
Instead of acting like it's handed down to a person
If you know that it's a fact then it's really reasurring
Cause I noticed in my raps that my lyrics are maturing
Now I'm searching, for a rapper who is too lame
Writing stupid shit on paper yet the lyrics too plain
Stangle Young Thug in the Future with like 2 Chainz
Pass the kid the crown as if the fucker had a tooth pain