"3rd Degree Burns" lyrics

Sabotage the good, self-destruction's safe
I'll build the perfect life and throw it all away
Forget the ones that love me, left 'em all for dead
'Cause having all control's the only constant left
Burn every single bridge, push 'em all away
Throw a pity party when nobody stays
There ain't a looser cannon, am I just insane?
Afraid of happiness in ways I can't explain

People think I'm too emotional
Taking everything too personal

I don't wanna be this fragile
There's not a lot that I can handle
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart
I don't wanna be this damaged
Isolation is the only bandage
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart

Assumptions of the worst and insecurity
Make everyone a threat until the day I leave
When I'm splitting black and white are all that I can see
So I'm safer as the self-fulfilling prophecy, ah!
Invalidate myself over apologies
Can't trust my own intentions or reality
Would all their lives be better, if they weren't with me?
'Cause being way too much is my identity

People think I'm too emotional
Taking everything too personal

I don't wanna be this fragile
There's not a lot that I can handle
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart
I don't wanna be this damaged
Isolation is the only bandage
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart

Burns on your heart

I'm quiet 'cause that's prettier than rage
And the ugly things I don't know how, how not to fake
I'm filtered 'cause I doubt that you can take
The parts of me I don't how, how not to hate

I don't wanna be this fragile
There's not a lot that I can handle
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart
I don't wanna be this damaged
Isolation is the only bandage
Feeling means falling apart
With third degree burns on your heart

Burns on your heart
Burns on your heart