"muscle memory" lyrics

You're crawling in my skin
I cut my hair short, eat breakfast at four
I leave the door open
Drink my coffee cold
I do as I'm told and try not to let you in

They say: "Out of sight, out of mind"
But you've got some kind of hold on me

I feel you when I try to reach
Oh, I see you every night in my dreams
Just like muscle memory
Oh, I hear you when I try to speak
Think about you subconsciously
Just like muscle memory
You never really leave

I'm breathing in new air
The holes in my life have patched up and dried
Like you were never there
I say that I'm fine but deep inside
I'm just trying to hide the fact that I still

Feel you when I try to reach
Oh, I see you every night in my dreams
Just like muscle memory
Oh, I hear you when I try to speak
Think about you subconsciously
Just like muscle memory
You never really leave
Just like muscle memory

After all of the time I've spent
Memorizing your silhouette
How could I ever forget that you ever existed?
In my line of sight
You're in every song that I write
You're kind of always on my mind
I wish we never met
Oh, I wish we never met

I still see you every night in my dreams
Just like muscle memory
I hear you when I try to speak
Think about you subconsciously
Just like muscle memory
You never really leave