"All My Greatest Fears" lyrics

I don't know how many times I've lied to myself
Believing it was doing me good
Because for so many years I've let others decide
And then claim that I've been misunderstood
Instead of pulling the strings to my own advantage
I simply let go of the threads
Then I followed the stream wherever it flowed
And hoped that I was moving ahead

But I can't take my rights if I don't speak my mind
And let people know how I feel
And I can't my way if I don't take my say
And make sure that I'm a part of the deal
'Cause it's all up to me what scares me the most
Is being the one who decides
'Cause if everything fails then I get the blame
And I'm stuck with a thorn in my pride

No more second thoughts
No more wasted tears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
No more holding back
No more wasted years
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears

What hurts me the most is the fact that I know
But still I don't step off the path
Instead I [?] and I go with the flow
For as long as the luxury last
And if things go wrong and someone else is found guilty
Why [?]
So I don't take the blow, though I really know
That it was my fault all of the time

No more second thoughts
No more wasted tears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
No more holding back
No more wasted years
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears

It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears

No more second thoughts
No more wasted tears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
No more holding back
No more wasted years
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears
It's time to come to terms with all my greatest fears