"could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?" lyrics

Could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?
Any way the wind blows
There you go, there you go

I wonder if you see that I'm just tryna keep my head
Above water, I'm going down down down
I pull over on the shoulder, I just don't think I can take it
No longer, let me just hide behind my cloud

And I got my hands up in the air
Like what if I die, what if I die here
And they don't even care
Would I cry? Let it drop from heaven

Wonder why I wasted my time
I was taking my time, I was taking my turn
I was making my dime but you live and you learn
And you crash and you burn and we'll die with the world

Could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?
Could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?

I'm searching for a dream
That I might dream if I were dreaming
'Bout an ideal situation
Where I'm fighting all my demons

And they're lying there just bleeding
And they're dying and they're screaming
And they're crying and they're pleading
That I stop but I keep beating them

And beating them and tell 'em that they need it
And that people can't believe it
They just look at me like I'm crazy

And they say any way the wind blow
There you go, there you go

Could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?
Could you tell me if I'm losing my mind?