"Madness" lyrics

Middle fingers in the air
Yeah
Middle fingers

I loved you once, I know
But ever since your love was effortless
I've been high stuck wondering why
I remember back when we had no options
Treat me like I don't know problems
Bitch, I'm a problem
I remember back then so often
I was high just smoking, coughing
Thinking bout your love how I'd take it to the coffin
Hanging on every word when you're talking
Scared that we'd never be heard, but I promised
We gonna make it out this hole once and for all
Forget about the bullshit, let's break another Swisher
I don't want to hurt you and I don't want to miss you
But sometimes I just wish you'd just say fuck all the issues
Cause if you die before me, I think I'm coming with you

I think I need the madness, it's like you always had this
Way of making me need to stay
I need you to see my pain and still believe in my smile
Without you I'm just dreaming
My love was just a word til you gave it a meaning
And I think I need the madness, it's like you always had this
Way of making me need to stay
That normal shit gets boring
When I woke up this morning
I saw all I need

Don't fuck up my high
Yeah

I knew better days before
We took a detour and now I can't be sure
I wonder what goes through your mind
We fight, we fuck, we text, we talk, we argue
I felt you start deep falling and it's over if we fall through
I remember when I saw you
For the first time and you looked at me like I was the worst kind

But I think you need the madness, it's like I always had this
Way of making you need to stay
I think can your pain but still believe in your smile
Without me you're just dreaming
My love was just a word til I gave it a meaning
And that normal shit gets boring
And when you woke up this morning
You saw all you need
Now I fuck up your high
When I saw you for the first time
Looked at me like I was worst kind
But you knew it was worth trying
I think we need the madness (yeah)