"Dependency" lyrics

The night gets cold
When I'm alone
I don't need you
I need someone
To call when I'm desperate
To make myself whole

Dependency
Takes over me
So I made you out to be someone
You're not
It's not fair to you
Sorry I suck

I get high
In the middle of the day
Just to numb the pain
I know you feel it coming

The love can fade
In every way
But I could never hate you
No, I wouldn't

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

I get by
I just need a couple friends
So I numb the pain
And act like I cant feel it

How I hate
Watching you fade
But I could never hate you
No, I wouldn't

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

Cuz I been tryin'
To change
But I know
I'm too late

I feel like running
I'm scared of tha dark now
But I just can't hide from you
I'm falling apart
Inside I need tha high from you