"25" lyrics

Deep in the ocean
Drownin' emotion, feels like I'm floatin'
Wasting my life, I've done nothing and im only 25
Used to dream in the corner 5th Street in norther
Oh, now I'm older
I don't know a way through all my mistakes
Do I leave it behind?
I'm terrified, and I'm all out of time
Should I even try?
Don't know if I just wanna die or can't sleep at night
And deep in the ocean
Drowning emotion, feels like I'm floating
I'm terrified, and I'm all out of time
I could tell you the lies, that I'm all good and I'm fine
But I've lost all my meaning
I'm scared I won't end up in a life that I fantasized
I just wanna sleep till I'm old
Put the whole world on hold until I'm done dreamin'
I guess I'll drive the same way, I lost all my faith
And hope that I'll survive
I'm terrified, and I'm all out of time
Should I even try?
Don't know if I just wanna die or can't sleep at night
And deep in the ocean
Drowning emotion, feels like I'm floating
I'm terrified, I'm terrified, that I'm out of time
It feels like I'm stuck in between my peace and my misery
Mmmhh,and I won't lie I hoped to God selfishly