"I HATE WHO I AM IN LOVE" lyrics

It took a bullet to the heart
To break me out of my ways
Always on the corner of "hello" and "insane"
It's lonelier to live without you
But I'm finally worth saving
The days are getting colder and I like it this way

I wish the old me
Would've known me
So I could see the other side

I hate who I am in love
So now I can't be
I lose everything all for what, just a heartbeat?
I'm tired of being the one that's broken
I hate who I am in love
So, this time, I can't be

I was taught how to love from a scene in the rain
Always like a moth burning up in the flame
I'm done with all the days living up to great expectations
But gone are all the days where I believe in the rain

I wish the old me
Would've told me
So I could see the other side

I hate who I am in love
So now I can't be
I lose everything all for what, just a heartbeat?
I'm tired of being the one that's broken
I hate who I am in love
So, this time, I can't be

The way it started, it ran away with my heart
The way I'm blinded from the waves crashing hard
Some days I'm flying the wake up from the dawn

I hate who I am in love
So, this time, I can't be