"WATCH ME BURN IT ALL DOWN" lyrics

I knew when I was seven that I had to go to heaven
Cause it was hell in my fathers house
It had me wishing
That we'd run out of stitches
Every Sunday morning I'm still shaken from the moment
When the stars in the sky went out
That must be the reason
For the damage I'm dealing

That's why is still so hard to breathe
My pain pours out like gasoline

Ooh ooh

If I let you in
I'm gonna let you down
And if I build a house
I know I'll burn it to the ground
It's a cancer deep
That I can't get out of
I wanna save myself
But watch me burn it all down

The older that I get I smell the cigarettes
In the halls in the bedroom walls
I'm so done with believing
Still stuck with the feeling

That's why is still so hard to breathe
My pain pours out like gasoline

Ooh ooh

If I let you in
I'm gonna let you down
And if I build a house
I know I'll burn it to the ground
It's a cancer deep
That I can't get out of
I wanna save myself
But watch me burn it all down